I have insomnia. Lately I can't even fall asleep until past 1am.
Last night after the clock hit 1:30 and I still hadn't fell asleep I opened my Bible(shoulda done it earlier) and read through a couple chapters in Psalms. One of the verses I read was Psalm 16:7-8;
And it just really hit me hard. "Even at night my heart instructs me." Even at night. At night when I can't sleep. A time that I have-without distractions-a time where I can listen to God.
Of course, sometimes it's hard-because I feel like I'm half asleep. But other times I feel wide awake.
I want even at night - my heart to instruct me about God. To be listening to God as long as I'm awake.
Morning. Noontime. Night.
I want my thoughts to be consumed with Him.
But I know it takes a conscious effort - one which I plan to work on. A lot. :)