Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Where to go from here

     I heard this song on the radio a few days ago, and it hit home.

I don’t know where to go from here
It all used to seem so clear
I’m finding I can’t do this on my own

I don’t know where to go from here
As long as I know that You are near
I’m done fighting
I’m finally letting go

I will trust in You
You’ve never failed before
I will trust in You

[Chorus:]
If there’s a road I should walk
Help me find it
If I need to be still
Give me peace for the moment
Whatever Your will
Whatever Your will
Can you help me find it
Can you help me find it

I’m giving You fear and You give faith
I giving you doubt
You give me grace
For every step I’ve never been alone

Even when it hurts, You’ll have Your way
Even in the valley I will say
With every breath
You’ve never let me go

I will wait for You
You’ve never failed before
I will wait for You

[Chorus]
I lift my empty hands (come fill me up again)
Have Your way my King (I give my all to You)
I lift my eyes again (Was blind but now I see)
‘Cause You are all I need

[Chorus]

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Even in the Pain...

     Wow. I am continually amazed by God's love and grace.
     I've said before life lately has been difficult, and it continues to be. But the crazy thing is: the more difficulties that arise, the more God shows me how much He is in control.
     A lot of things in my life currently hurt. And I struggle every day. But even in the pain, I am often filled with a joy I can't describe.
     Just this morning, I was playing a worship song on the piano, and something happened and brought a huge flood of pain and hurt and I just started crying. But even in that very moment, when I had tears streaming down my face...I didn't feel lost nor alone. I felt pain yes, but I also felt joy. It was an feeling a can't describe. To hurt, but to know God is there and in control and to be filled with His joy...wow. It's amazing.
     Life hurts, but God's love is stronger. There is pain, but God is in complete control. I may not understand my pain nor hurt, but through Jesus Christ, I have been made new and can have a joy that is indescribably. PRAISE GOD! :D


Even in the pain, God's love is shining through
And through each tears that falls, I am being made new
When my eyes are on the Savoir, who's grace I can't comprehend
And I can't help but smile, and thank Him for this day
:)